You need me like a bad habit

I've been so down lately, and I didn't know why, and now BAM I'm not anymore. The only thing that's really getting me down is my friends not being around and my mom dragging me to the beach tommorow. Other then that, I watched way too much TV today, and started listening to good music..um..Armor For Sleep is so good. And Fall Out Boy and Converge. I'm also really good at telling Eric I hate some of the bands he loves and then getting really into them myself. So Coheed & Cambria and Taking Back Sunday, -I admit- aren't as bad as I thought they were. Coheed I actually like. Wow I'm so good at eating my words. So basically, I have had a lot of time to kill lately, what with my lack of a job, all my friends having one, and Driver's Ed not happening until later then I thought. But, TV has turned out to be a wonderful, mind numbing technique that should be used more often. The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Elimidate, the X-Files, and pretty much everything on Adult Swim have been taking over my life. But suddenly I'm not so pissed off anymore.
Picking a club at school is like picking your nose- everyone's a winner!-Billy

I miss my damn boyfriend, what the hell I even miss fighting with him. I guess you realize how much you need things a lot more once they're not around.